Zindagi Ka Safar

Kitna ajib zindagi ka safar nikla

Saare jahan ka dard apna mukaddar nikla,

Jiske naam zindagi ka hr lamha kr diya

Wo hi meri chahat se bekhabar nikla.

Sochta hun kya hota zindagi ka

Wo na aati agar is jahan mein, magar

Sb kuch badal gaya, jb se sanam

Darwaza mere dil ka tod nikla.

Kl ka kya bharosa, jisne

Pehle bhi dard diya aur aage bhi dega,

Uski ek haan sunne ki aas me

Mai kitni dur ja nikla.

Din bitate gaye, raat dhalti gayi

Magar dil se uska dard nhi nikla,

Bhulane ki kitni bhi koshish ki

Magar uske gam me aaj tk

Ek boond bhi aansu nhi nikla.

Kabhi Kabhi

Kabhi kabhi mere dil me khayaal aata hai

Ki tum na milogi to kya hoga

Na ye duniya hasin lagegi

Na dil-e-gulzaar hoga.

Na kabhi dekha ji bhar kr tumhe

Kewal ek baar milne ki gujarish ki

Phir bhi tumne jo inkaar kr diya

To iss dil-i-gujarish ka kya hoga.

Mile to the behisaab nazraane izahaar krne ke

Magar mazboori ne kr diya tha mazboor

Ab bhi agar jo tum na mili

Khuda jane, mera kya hoga.

Dil ki hr baat kaash tum padh paati

To aaj ye duriyan na hoti

Samay guzraa nhi hai abhi,

Mil jaye jo dil-o-jaan abhi

To phir se life bindaas hoga.


                                                                     by, Shubham Kumar

Aadat

Mujhe aadat si pad gayi hai tumhari,

                Maano jaan se jaan jud gayi hai hamari,

Tumhare chehre ko palkon se hatana nahi chahta,

               Aur ye dil un yaadon ko mitana nahi chahta,

Tumhari yaadein mujhe jeene nahi deti,

              Aur meri saansein unhe bhulne nahi deti,

Muskaan tumhari yaad nahi aati,

              Aur aankhein bhi bhar nahi pati,

Baadlon ke paar mujhe dekhna nahi aata,

             Aur ye dil udne ki tamanna chhodna nahi chahta,

Majbur ho kr baitha hun in zindagi ke panno me,

            Shayad isiliye khoya rehta shabdon ki is janjeer me.


                                                                              by, Shubham Kumar

                                                               

Nobody Knows Me

Nobody knows its empty

The smile that I keep on,

The real one is left in the past

Because u have left me alone.

Nobody knows I m crying

They won’t even see my tears,

When they think that I m laughing

I still wishing u were here.

Nobody knows I miss u

They think I feel set free,

But I feel like I m bound with chains

Trapped in ur mystery.

Nobody knows I m praying

That I will change ur mind

They think that I had let u go

When u left me behind

Nobody knows I need u

They say I can do everything by my own,

But they don’t know I m crying

Because u have left me alone.

Loneliness

Zindagi ki daud me kabhi aage badh na saka,

          pichhe dhakele jane ka darr humesha satata raha,

aage badhne ka junoon kabhi khatam nahi hua,

          fir v gaddhe me paon fasne ka darr dabata raha,

jeet ki khoj me, darr se ladta raha,

         zindagi ki khoj me, main marta raha,

duniya se akelepan ki bhikh mangta raha,

          kabhi girne to kabhi khade rehne k lie jhujhta raha,

  
par aaj ye akelapan kaatne ko daudta hai,

          kyunki hath failane pr sab muh modta hai,

akelo ki bheed me chalna seekh lia hun,

          kyonki pyaar aur dosti ki janjirein tod diya hun,

jine laga hu mai ab,

          kyonki marne ka irada chhod dia hun,

islie dosto kabhi juda na rehna, inkar na karna kisi cheez se,

          kyonki akelapan kabhi khush nahi rakhega kisi cheez se…

                                                                                          by, Shubham Kumar